Posted on: Friday, 19 September 2008
Posted at: 5:26 pm
hmmm...
i think i've finally straightened out my thoughts
shouldn't dwell too much into things
think i'm just thinking too much this time round
shouldn't let it affect me
which has indeed affected me recently
kept asking myself why?
thinking bout the impossible
the unrealistic stuff
hope im really out that quicksand
you know...
it's irritating when u try to not think of it
but no matter how hard you try
it'll still pop out in your mind after a while
just hate this feeling
dampened my mood the whole day
at least half of the time
trying to force out a smile whenever im with friends
but being with friends is not that bad too
at least i wouldn't think of the issue for that few hours
guess HOME is the only place where i can really be myself
say all i want
do all i want
