hvnt work for nearly two weeks

amazingly i din watch television
hvnt really watch tv ever since i started working

orginally wanted to stop working temporary to take a short break
as well as to sit down
and think through carefully bout my future
settle my uni application asap

but i know myself too well
ruirong is ultimately still ruirong
one tt loves to procrastinate a lot

i hate myself being like tt all the time
always placing important stuff to the back
leisure comes first before anything
like now..
im supposed to be reading through brochures
but im blogging
oh man.. im gonna die sooner or later if this carries on

mum told mi tt i should stop being like this
i should change my lifestyle
sleep earlier..
do important things first..
which i agree with her totally

but like wat ppl usually say
'' its easier to be said than done''
im trying my best to change my lifestlye
but its pretty hard
bad habits r hard to change
guess it's jus gonna take some time =)